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*kiss* [11 Aug 2004|09:04am]
[ mood | it's only 9 and Im up:) ]

Justin Walter...

I LOVE YOU ____________________________________THIS______________________________________________________ MUCH TIMES 3478293579039750720475324902 and 2.5:)

Hope you're having fun at home w/o me:(
Can't wait to see you!

<3 -Blue and b-

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[04 Jul 2004|11:37pm]
hey
babe
i
had
a
blast
with
you
i
wish
our
time
together
never
ends
i
hope
you
hade
a
goodnight
sleep
and
have
a
good
day
at
work
i
hope
i
will
see
you
soon
I
LOVE
YOU

x's
and
o's
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[30 Jun 2004|11:10pm]
het
babe
i
havnt
got
your
post
yet
just
so
you
know
i
love
you
ill
stay
on
and
see
if
you
post
for
a
few
ill
talk
to
you
in
the
AM
i
love
you
babe
goodnight
and
also
have
a
good
day
and
sleep
well
and
dont
let
your
grams
get
to
you
goodnight
babe
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[29 Jun 2004|09:39pm]
hey
babe
i
said
you
need
to
stay
out
of
my
room
out
of
my
shit
and
away
from
me...
she
tried
to
say
she
wasnt
in
my
room
so
i
busted
out
the
radio
thing
shes
all
giving
me
a
bitch
mood
so
i
told
her
not
to
go
in
my
room
and
to
stay
out
of
my
shot
she
said
what
ever
then
andy
just
sat
and
looked
at
me
haha
ii
shut
them
up
i
really
want
to
punch
her
like
no
other
(thanks
for
telling
me
sorry
if
i
got
defensive)
i
love
you
more
than
life
babe
ill
see
you
after
work
goodnight
goodmorning
have
fun
at
work
stay
away
from
poo
smelling
cowboys
love
you
bubye
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[27 Jun 2004|09:55pm]
Goodnight
babe
happy
birthday
for
the
last
time
you
will
have
a
ride
after
your
meeting
OHya
my
sis
hit
a
moose
on
the
way
back
from
wyoming
and
F-ED
up
her
jeep
/i
love
you
babe
ill
see
you
in
after
work
P.S.
my
mom
got
you
a
b-day
pres.
haha
its
funny
i
love
you
have
a
good
day
babe
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[24 Jun 2004|10:37pm]
babe
icant
get
tothe
wncc
web
page
my
computer
is
so
gay
i
didnt
think
i
would
get
on
here
iwill
keep
trying
to
get
on
there
i
love
you
babe
im
sorry
i
was
loud
at
your
house
i
hope
i
didnt
wake
anyone
good
night
i
will
see
you
after
work
ilove
you
baby
bubye
P.S.
we
have
been
thinking
and
saying
the
same
thing
alot
latly
haha
goodnight
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[22 Jun 2004|10:47pm]
hey
babe
sorry
thisislate
kinda
my
computeris
all
f-ed
up
andi
pooped
while
it
re-loaded
my
mom
said
she
will
see
what
she
has
planned
but
i
know
i
will
see
you
because
i
will
tantrum
if
she
says
no
haha
i
hope
you
are
ok
i
hate
knowing
somthing
is
bothering
you
at
least
i
felt
like
there
was
i
love
you
more
than
my
life
itself
iwish
you
sweet
dreams
and
a
goodmorning
and
a
good
workday
i
love
you
and
ill
call
you
at
lunch
goodnight
babe
ps
i
really
enjoyed
spending
this
weekend
with
you
and
im
lookin
forward
to
next
and
warp
oh
yes
i
love
you
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[16 Jun 2004|11:53pm]
okitletmeonnowbutitsstillfuckingup
ill
go
call
you
now
im
sorry
I
LOVE
YOU
ill
callyou
in
the
morning
at
lunch
or
somthing
goodnight
and
good
morning
more
love
than
you
can
handle
jus
:)
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[16 Jun 2004|05:38am]
i miss you
even know you hung up on me again
i cant wait till 5:30
i hope you slept nice
goodmorning
i love you
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[14 Jun 2004|10:37pm]
excellent news!!!!
dee is NOT i repeat is NOT GOING.
hahaha
i love you and my mom said your welcome
i miss you babe
i want to hold you and look into your mysterious dreaming eyes.
IM IN LOVE WITH YOU
goodnight
kisses and lots of them
and of course some big 'ol hugs too
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[13 Jun 2004|08:57pm]
THIS WEEKEND WAS AWESOME!!!!
i got to spend it all with you.
i loved it, if ya know what i mean.
i think we will be perfect living together.
i love you babe.
and i miss you.
hampy couldnt wait to get on that wheel
ill call you in a bit.
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[10 Jun 2004|09:11pm]
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much times 9823692834652984659845984764926 and six
i miss you babe.
i like this talk we are having and i thank you for your help
did i mention i love you haha
good night i almost wrote (good nut)
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[08 Jun 2004|10:43pm]
First
i HATE pric i mean ric
you know this.
i know i dont know him physically.
but i dont wanna
i know too much good stuff already.
i dont want you to talk to some ass hole who says he will come down and beat your ass and my ass not fly.
i hear somthing about ric every day.
the one person i really hate.
its always bad
not one good thing.
well mabey like one
i dont understand how you can do that.
and especially knowing how i feel about him you still talk to him.
if you felt the way i do about me talking to somone i wouldnt talk any longer to them.
you can talk to him and ill just really get pissed and just bottle it up. or you can hide it from me. or you can not talk to him any more.
he does not deserve even to hear you speak.
he doesnt even deserve to look at a photo of you.
thats how low he is.
talking to him just builds his conf. that you still have feelings for him. that witch he DOES NOT DESERVE.
thats how i feel.
not even explaining when you ask me what i would do if i met him. HAHA.
i would end up in hell or jail or both.
you dont need that jes.
you have me.
he will find some way to make you sad some day.


well im glad i got my kiss and my love you.
actually im stoked.
i love you jes.
goodnight.
and goodmorning if i dont talk to you.
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[08 Jun 2004|12:20am]
Ahhh!
bad news for now.
i have a "family day"
ill see what i can do babe
i miss you so bad
and i cant not see you.
i love you
ill try to get ahold of you tomorrow
goodnight.
goodmorning
goodafternoon.
or when evr.
i love you
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[07 Jun 2004|12:29am]
I love you jes.
Thanks for doing my ugly hair.
it looks a lot better now .
haha did you hear your neibor freak out on andy.
he walked up to the car and is all "you have any clue what fucking time it is" andy"um no what time" neibor"its late like 11:30 people are trying to sleep" andy"uh huhu" neibor"i will kick your ass boy if you get smart with me " or somthin. haha then he was all trying to act like he is tuff on the way home. hes all" i wish i woulda had a gun and just put it to his face" "i should ask him how he would feel if my dad threatened his son" "im gunna come back with my buddys with their guns haha"
what a fag
I LOVE YOU JES
goodnight
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[02 Jun 2004|10:52pm]
Sorry if im late.
i was gatting ready for bed and talking to my mom.
One is kim one time she was trying to talk to me and i held up my binder and pointed at our pic.
one is that teryn girl i told her my girl wouldnt like that then i gave my crusty smile.
one is jessica laca she tried to grab my chest once and tried to hit me all the time and ask me if we were gunna hang out.
i said nope i like to hang out with my girl friend, EVERYDAY.
and that you will bitch slap her if she touches me. and that i told her i dont like her.she hasnt really talked to me much since, eccept for when she asked to sign my year book.
one was a girl named amber she tried to wrap me up with tape once and she tried to hit me. i just talk about you aroud her so now she doesnt really talk any more.
there.
I love you jes. Goodnight
PS you gave me a new smile tonight.
one i dont think iv seen before. it was after star gazing
i couldnt really get that good of a look at it but i liked it
it was well ill tell you later i gtg.
moms angry
I LOVE YOU > LIFE
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[31 May 2004|10:46pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Q # 1. HOW MANY SMILES YOU HAVE?
one when you take pictures
two when you see your brothers
three when you hear somthing sweet or somthing that reminds you of somthing
four is the i want somthing smile
five is the upset trying to pretend not to be smile
six the good news smile, when you are totally happy
seven is the one you get when you look at me that i feel down inside.

Q # 2. What makes you differ?
OK, first ever since i first layed eyes upon you i felt as though i had a connection. I felt like i already knew you and i was almost close to you, but i wasnt. When i am with you or talk about you i get a warmth a comfortability inside.
I look into your eyes and i crumble i feel so weak but i could fear nothing it is the most extraordinary feelings ever.
I feel like i have nothing to wory about. I feel so loved, cared for, looked up at alomost but i shoudnt. I look up to you jes for the things you do for me. Like that poster lil notes questions like these, your opinions on things. Like you notice my weeknesses and you let me know, you help me be a more whole person. You are intellecual, the way you speek and make choices. You lack nothing. You are strong willed. When i see you or think about you or anything i smile i know i have the greatest thing that could ever walk on the face of the earth, i feel like you are so good you must have been placed here by accident. I FOUND YOU. I don't understand how you love me so much even after what i put you through. Its amazing, you are amazing. I know you wont trust this but i swear to you on everything iv ever known, i will not hurt you ever the way i have. I will go to any extent to make this rite to show how i feel( you ARE my everything). I love the way you have changed me not physically but the way i look at things and my perspectiveshave changed on many things. You are beautiful inside and out. Your body. Your lips, the way they move and shine, the way they kiss. Your hair, the way it smells and is silky to the touch. Your skin, its so soft, warm,tan its perfect. Your eyes, i look in them and i feel as if i am cruzing through a sweet dream and know exactly whats going on, they are understanding, the colors change, the shapes in them are wild, the frekle is one of a kind. i absolutly love them. Your hands are gentle. Your feet are well cared for. Your walk is so gracful and elegant. Your posture is straight and with nice curve. Jes the way you look at me, so deep and curious. You are my best friend. i have never had one. I cant tell you everything without even saying a word this is how bonded i feel. I trust you. i have never had that before. I want the same for you. You wonder why i still am here why i havnt gave up. I am in love with you, everything i have said and more. I am going to the end to prove myself to you. I love the way you cook for me how you are always wondering what im doing what i am thinking. I love the way you are with your brothers and the way we talk about our future. I love the geeky things we do. I love how open we are with eachother. I love how i can be myself with you. I think i should stop now or you might not get to read it.
JES I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU (FOREVER)
^>you are the only person i will think about ever
Goodnight babe
ps
you never wrote my smiles down
and hampy says goodnight also
:)
I WOULD WALK A THOUSAND MILES
JUST TO FIND GROUND DESERVING OF YOUR FEET
YOU CAN THROW ME DOWN
AND WALK ON ME
AND ILL JUST LOOK ON THROUGH MY LOVE

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[31 May 2004|12:50am]
I'M HOME SAFE!!!
I LOVE YOU I WILL CALL YOU I HOPE YOU HAVE OR HAD SWEETDREAMS
thanks for today. IT WOULDNT HAVE BEEN THE SAME WITH OUT YOU.
i love you
jus...
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I'm Gunna miss you!!! [29 May 2004|12:50am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Jes,
The year book was awesome. It brought back some memories. Like the foam finger lol i forgot about that. It was also really sweat. There isn't any thing even close to beeing better than you.(don't you worry)You are my shining star*.
Thanks for wishing me luck, I'll have no problem with you by my side. You also mentioned my future wife:) that really got me. I love you jes and i can't believe i will have to go all day without you.ahhh!! I will see you. You are also going to my birth day, thats all i wanted. Good night future wife:) I'll talk to you in the morning.
I LOVE YOU
jus PEE DOT ESS DOT
no one better hit on you.;)
have fun and i like your hair just so you know... I was just picturing us together smiling. hmm. how great! good night sweetie

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[28 May 2004|09:02am]
I LOVE YOU
there much better.
sorry about thismorning me not calling till like 8, i just thought i was supposed to call when i got up. I didnt think about you needing a ride from your grandma. "DUMB ASS" thats to myself.

i love you
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