Q # 1. HOW MANY SMILES YOU HAVE?
one when you take pictures
two when you see your brothers
three when you hear somthing sweet or somthing that reminds you of somthing
four is the i want somthing smile
five is the upset trying to pretend not to be smile
six the good news smile, when you are totally happy
seven is the one you get when you look at me that i feel down inside.
Q # 2. What makes you differ?
OK, first ever since i first layed eyes upon you i felt as though i had a connection. I felt like i already knew you and i was almost close to you, but i wasnt. When i am with you or talk about you i get a warmth a comfortability inside.
I look into your eyes and i crumble i feel so weak but i could fear nothing it is the most extraordinary feelings ever.
I feel like i have nothing to wory about. I feel so loved, cared for, looked up at alomost but i shoudnt. I look up to you jes for the things you do for me. Like that poster lil notes questions like these, your opinions on things. Like you notice my weeknesses and you let me know, you help me be a more whole person. You are intellecual, the way you speek and make choices. You lack nothing. You are strong willed. When i see you or think about you or anything i smile i know i have the greatest thing that could ever walk on the face of the earth, i feel like you are so good you must have been placed here by accident. I FOUND YOU. I don't understand how you love me so much even after what i put you through. Its amazing, you are amazing. I know you wont trust this but i swear to you on everything iv ever known, i will not hurt you ever the way i have. I will go to any extent to make this rite to show how i feel( you ARE my everything). I love the way you have changed me not physically but the way i look at things and my perspectiveshave changed on many things. You are beautiful inside and out. Your body. Your lips, the way they move and shine, the way they kiss. Your hair, the way it smells and is silky to the touch. Your skin, its so soft, warm,tan its perfect. Your eyes, i look in them and i feel as if i am cruzing through a sweet dream and know exactly whats going on, they are understanding, the colors change, the shapes in them are wild, the frekle is one of a kind. i absolutly love them. Your hands are gentle. Your feet are well cared for. Your walk is so gracful and elegant. Your posture is straight and with nice curve. Jes the way you look at me, so deep and curious. You are my best friend. i have never had one. I cant tell you everything without even saying a word this is how bonded i feel. I trust you. i have never had that before. I want the same for you. You wonder why i still am here why i havnt gave up. I am in love with you, everything i have said and more. I am going to the end to prove myself to you. I love the way you cook for me how you are always wondering what im doing what i am thinking. I love the way you are with your brothers and the way we talk about our future. I love the geeky things we do. I love how open we are with eachother. I love how i can be myself with you. I think i should stop now or you might not get to read it.
JES I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU (FOREVER)
^>you are the only person i will think about ever
you never wrote my smiles down
and hampy says goodnight also
I WOULD WALK A THOUSAND MILES
JUST TO FIND GROUND DESERVING OF YOUR FEET
YOU CAN THROW ME DOWN
AND WALK ON ME
AND ILL JUST LOOK ON THROUGH MY LOVE